{"id":10399,"date":"2024-05-21T17:03:02","date_gmt":"2024-05-21T15:03:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/?p=10399"},"modified":"2024-05-21T17:03:05","modified_gmt":"2024-05-21T15:03:05","slug":"sen-yalniz-sen-yuz-binlerce-celal-ozkizan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/?p=10399","title":{"rendered":"Sen Yaln\u0131z, Sen Y\u00fcz Binlerce – Celal \u00d6zk\u0131zan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Sabah\u0131n bir k\u00f6r\u00fcnde uyan\u0131yorsun. E\u015fin belki tra\u015f oluyordur, belki makyaj yap\u0131yordur. Alelacele giyinip, yolda at\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmak \u00fczere belki yan\u0131na bir \u015feyler al\u0131yorsun. \u00c7ocu\u011fun varsa, onun karn\u0131 belki de\u011fil mutlaka doymal\u0131 sabahlar\u0131. Yaln\u0131z uyanm\u0131\u015fs\u0131nd\u0131r belki de. Oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman yaln\u0131z uyanmam\u0131\u015fs\u0131nd\u0131r. Senin gibi on binlercesi, ve gittik\u00e7e y\u00fcz binlercesi, seninle ayn\u0131 sabah\u0131n k\u00f6r\u00fcne ayn\u0131 heyecans\u0131z bir tela\u015fla kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r i\u015fe gitmek \u00fczere. Toplu ta\u015f\u0131ma olsayd\u0131, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n durakta sona erecekti, ancak sen arabaya tek ba\u015f\u0131na binmi\u015fsindir i\u015fe gitmek i\u00e7in belki de. Oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman yaln\u0131z gitmemi\u015fsindir i\u015fe. Senin gibi on binlercesi, ve gittik\u00e7e y\u00fcz binlercesi, seninle ayn\u0131 toplu ta\u015f\u0131mas\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr arabas\u0131n\u0131, binlercesi Lefke\u2019den ve Omorfo\u2019dan Lefko\u015fa\u2019ya do\u011fru, on binlercesi Girne\u2019den ve Ma\u011fusa\u2019dan Lefko\u015fa\u2019ya do\u011fru, bir o kadar\u0131 da Girne\u2019nin, Ma\u011fusa\u2019n\u0131n, \u0130skele\u2019nin, Karpaz\u2019\u0131n ve Lefko\u015fa\u2019n\u0131n bir yan\u0131ndan \u00f6te yan\u0131na do\u011fru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sigortan\u0131n ki\u015fisel bilgiler k\u0131sm\u0131nda yaln\u0131z kendi ismini g\u00f6rsen de, yat\u0131r\u0131m miktar\u0131n ayn\u0131d\u0131r on binlercesininkiyle, gittik\u00e7e y\u00fcz binlercesininkiyle. Markete de tek ba\u015f\u0131na gitmi\u015fsindir belki de. Oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman yaln\u0131z de\u011filsindir hay\u0131flan\u0131rken raflarda yan yana dizili fiyatlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde. Benzin istasyonu belki de, oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman\u2026 \u00d6zel okul belki de, oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman\u2026 Klinikte doktora, belki \u00f6zel bir hastanenin koridorunda, kim bilir veznesinde ruhunu ba\u011f\u0131\u015flarken devletin hastanesinin, oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman, oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman, hi\u00e7bir zaman.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Evinin i\u00e7ini ne g\u00fczel dizayn etmi\u015fsindir \u00f6yle, benzemez kimsesininkine. Oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman yaln\u0131z de\u011filsindir elektrik faturas\u0131 o evin i\u00e7ine girdi\u011finde, su faturas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine katlan\u0131p konuldu\u011funda, kira ya da ev taksidi dekontunun hemen yan\u0131na. O k\u0131yafet en \u00e7ok senin \u00fczerinde g\u00fczel durur, \u015fu ayakkab\u0131lar tam da senin i\u00e7in tasarlanm\u0131\u015f sanki, yaln\u0131z sen, sen yaln\u0131zs\u0131n. Oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman yaln\u0131z de\u011filsindir elini c\u00fczdan\u0131na att\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, \u00f6demeyi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sen i\u015fyerinde eme\u011fini tek ba\u015f\u0131na sarf etmi\u015fsindir belki. Oysaki hi\u00e7bir zaman yaln\u0131z de\u011filsindir s\u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcrken eme\u011fin. On binlerce ve gittik\u00e7e y\u00fcz binlercedir s\u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fc. Sen belki bir ofiste ya da bir fabrikada, bir imalat tesisinde ya da bir bankada, bir in\u015faat \u015fantiyesinde ya da bir markette, bir toptanc\u0131da ya da bir konfeksiyon ma\u011fazas\u0131nda, bir okulda ya da bir hastanede, bir \u00fcniversitede ya da bir lokantada, bir otelde ya da kumarhanede, bir emlak acentesinde ya da bir d\u00f6viz b\u00fcrosunda, bir yap\u0131 markette ya da bir al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f merkezinde, bir butikte ya da bir mobilyac\u0131da, bir araba galerisinde ya da bir g\u0131da i\u015fletmesinde, bir telefon operat\u00f6r\u00fcnde ya da bir k\u0131rtasiyede yaln\u0131zs\u0131nd\u0131r. Oysaki bak sayd\u0131k\u00e7a bitmiyor sen her yerdesindir, on binlercesindir ve gittik\u00e7e y\u00fcz binlerce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sen ellerinle hayat\u0131 kurars\u0131n, sen akl\u0131nla hesaplar yap\u0131p yarat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nla de\u011fere de\u011fer katars\u0131n, sen duyarl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nla sorunlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zer duygular\u0131nla her t\u00fcrden hizmeti sunars\u0131n, sen g\u00f6rg\u00fcnle i\u015fleri yoluna koyar, \u00e7abanla olmayan\u0131 var eder, azminle olmaz\u0131 oldurursun. Senin, sen gibi on binlercesinin ve gittik\u00e7e y\u00fcz binlercesinin eme\u011fi \u00fczerine y\u00fckseldik\u00e7e y\u00fckselir zenginli\u011fimiz. Sonra say\u0131lar\u0131 onlarca, hadi bilemedin birka\u00e7 y\u00fczlerce olan birileri gelir, bu y\u00fckselen zenginli\u011fin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u00f6ker, ad\u0131n\u0131 sekt\u00f6r koyar. Senin eme\u011fin sekt\u00f6r tanr\u0131lar\u0131na adanm\u0131\u015f bir kurband\u0131r art\u0131k. Senin eme\u011fini s\u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fck\u00e7e semiren ultrazenginden senin g\u00f6z\u00fcn korkar. B\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcrs\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcnde. B\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fck\u00e7e yaln\u0131zla\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n. Bak \u015fimdi ger\u00e7ekten yaln\u0131zs\u0131nd\u0131r. Art\u0131k \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma saatlerin uzar, \u00f6mr\u00fcn k\u0131sal\u0131r. Tepende her g\u00fcn yeni binalar y\u00fckselir, senin cebin k\u0131sal\u0131r. Bak \u015fimdi ger\u00e7ekten yaln\u0131zs\u0131nd\u0131r. Sen on binlerce ve gittik\u00e7e y\u00fcz binlerceyken yapayaln\u0131zs\u0131nd\u0131r, onlar bir avu\u00e7ken milyonlarcad\u0131r, milyonlarca sterlin, milyonlarca dolar, milyonlarca euro.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sen on binlerce ve gittik\u00e7e y\u00fcz binlerceyken yaln\u0131z kalmayas\u0131n diye vard\u0131r sendika. Onlar bir avu\u00e7ken milyonlarca olmas\u0131nlar diye vard\u0131r parti. Sen bir ba\u015f\u0131na kalmaktansa kendi i\u015fyerinde, senin gibilerle ye\u015ferteceksin bir sendikay\u0131. Sen kendi i\u015fyerinde birken, \u00e7ok olacaks\u0131n birden. Sonra \u00f6zel sekt\u00f6rdeki di\u011fer b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck b\u00fcy\u00fck i\u015fletmelerde de y\u00fckselecek birer birer sendikalar. Sendika da birken, \u00e7o\u011falacak birden. Sendikalar bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi a\u00e7acak sekt\u00f6rler batakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda. Ger\u00e7i batakl\u0131kta \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7amaz ya, i\u015fte o anda da parti yeti\u015fecek imdada. Yeter ki sen bir ba\u015f\u0131na kalma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cBiz \u015fimdi al\u00e7ak sesle konu\u015fuyoruz ya<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sessizce birle\u015fip sessizce ayr\u0131l\u0131yoruz ya<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam\u0131z \u00e7ay demliyor ya g\u00fczel g\u00fcnlere<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgilimizse \u00e7i\u00e7ekler koyuyor ya barda\u011fa<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sabahlar\u0131 i\u015fimize gidiyoruz ya sessiz sedas\u0131z<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, b\u00f6yle gidecek demek de\u011fil bu i\u015fler<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz \u015fimdi yan yana geliyoruz ve \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131yoruz<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama bir a\u011f\u0131zdan tutturdu\u011fumuz g\u00fcn h\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn havas\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015fte o g\u00fcn sizi tanr\u0131lar bile kurtaramaz\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sabah\u0131n bir k\u00f6r\u00fcnde uyan\u0131yorsun. E\u015fin belki tra\u015f oluyordur, belki makyaj yap\u0131yordur. Alelacele giyinip, yolda at\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmak \u00fczere belki yan\u0131na bir \u015feyler al\u0131yorsun. \u00c7ocu\u011fun varsa, onun karn\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":16,"featured_media":10400,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[40,67,64,44,38,9,42,1,39],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/05\/celal-yazi.jpg","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4eHWX-2HJ","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10399"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/16"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10399"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10399\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10402,"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10399\/revisions\/10402"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/10400"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10399"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10399"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/baraka.cc\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10399"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}